I’m almost off work and I have a bunch still to do, but I wanted to update this really quick while in the mood.
First of all, I can’t believe that’s it’s almost Christmas and the year is almost over. I only hope that 2012 will bring better things. First off, let’s not start off the New Year like last year! That was an epic fail that never needs to be repeated.
Second of all, This semester is finally over. So far I have had my two psychology grades posted and I got a B- in both classes, which is much better than I expected, so I’m happy with the grades.
Third of all, I hope to never, ever be in another car accident EVER again. It’s a terrible experience and I’m still recovering from it.
Fourth, and most importantly, I love Taylor. I love her more and more everyday. It’s odd to me because in all of my relationships I have thought that I am broken. But I’ve realized why. It’s because everyone always moves so fast, and feelings take time to build. I definitely don’t fall into anything quickly, but I’ve always pushed myself to and then when it fades, I feel numb. And then when I’m numb I wonder why my feelings have gone, but then they start to build, and it’s because I never gave them a chance to build in the first place. Anyway, I don’t mean to go into the sordid details, but I’m just realizing it and I never realized it before. With Taylor that isn’t happening. Things are just happening as they happen. There is no pressure, just true feelings that I have for her. She makes me so happy, and I know she loves me. I just wish she knew and believed how much I love her. If she could look into my eyes, she would see it, that’s for sure. Anyway, she’s so special.
Almost time to go home! I’m excited for sleep. And then I have to bake cookies for the staff meeting tonight and get gifts for everyone. This is not exciting! I think I’ll have to make a trip to the dollar store, and possibly Bath & Body Works.
